Sunday, 24 January 2016

Plumblines

(By Gub)

I’ve seen fortunes fall
Like plumb lines
Down
From a tree
Apples bounce
Arrested
By gravity’s
Baleful sea
I’ve uttered endless
Profanity
Drunken wine
By the yard
Tickled grapes a plenty
And masqueraded as a bard
But for all my ceaseless yearning
My turning of the lathe
My planning of the wood
Unsettled darkness in the cave.
I’ve sought some warmth in company
In jocular feeding of the joker’s drum
I’ve tucked, nipped, kicked some laughter
From the dumb.
For those that won’t laugh will laugh
And those that crease with tears
Will know that in the reckoning there is endless
Hurt, and wretched jeers.
There’s no escaping destiny, no jack-knifing of fate
Character is a temporary shape for consoling the wasted wantonness of the
wait.
So feel yourself more slowly, don’t rush to define your harm
The pain is ready waiting, to counteract life’s balm
And death is hollering quietly, lurking by the gate – switching head side to
side in moonlight, sweeping cowardly ghosts in his wake.
Cleave to the border of wholeness
To the thick black line on the map
To your heart, that compass of fullness
To the love the shields your back…
To the life that nature gives us, to the dogs that bound through our souls
The sheep and the fields and the woodlands and the man that carries the
coal.
And the dusk that settles each season, and the sunlight that curves with the
hour and the summer and the winter completion and the freedom with which
true spirit expires.

How Repeat

(By Gub)

How repeat
that refrain ?
what life begins
will start again

The solitary coffee
Beneath the rain
Dropped
glass
Of the café windowpane

The glance
Aside
To the girl
With the cigarette stained
Ring Finger
And a
Smile
That aches with a thousand
Refusals

Too shy
Too vain
To sustain
A yes
If you could but love,
Me
What impediment would
There
Be…
To embrace
Well, earth turns
Sky blue
Clouds churn
Lights burn
Sea open
White crest cave
Gannets dive
Sun soak haze
Kiss this bloody horizon
Kiss the pass
Between heaven
Between sweet sweet
Earth, pitiful place,
Humane
The want, the need
For the new to start
And the old to stop

Twist, tuck, and fold
– here is the mark,
The captive sign, the cracked smile
The over-sold grin…
Life is a dream
And dream a lie
A touched
Reality that crumples
With wholeness and
Yet defines a universe

Everything
A thing to breathe
To behold
To clasp for a second
Love in a café
Sold
Every child
Reared, raised,
A subject for praise
What flaws
Are found
Define the maze
Contradictions
Unravelled once
Again
Forgotten
moment of
Love, lust or simple
Craze
That thrust each being
Into shape

The brown-eyed glance
Across the table
The energy
Surfed
Tubular
Wave

Utter
Worship
Passion
Male adulation
Unstoppable
praise
Want
The want

Love is 
A green painted gable
A flaked gold leaf
Hugging a precious
Book
Words promised
Unspoken
Poignant
Future
Intuited
Step
Together
Hold
Hands
Touch
Is enough
Life force
Broken
tears
The corrupted
kiss
Love’s abuse
Innocence
Dies
Yes
But for
A greater beauty
Experienced
Love
Strength wounded
Has no greater match.

Wonder Where It Went

(By Gub)

Wonder
Where
It went ?

The sad music
You speak
Of…

A past
Presence
Spent.

A door closes
On love
Unsure
Whose hand
Upon the handle

What gravity
Turns the
Lock

Whose 
Finger
Upon the key?

To answer
Such death
With life
Pledge unconditional
Love
Down
A generation
To snatch
Or catch
Grown-up responsibility

Such is parent grace…
Yet adult love is 
Also a child
Poor 
Innocent
Love…

Tiny
Precious
Heart fired
By tinder

Smaller than a flea
Easy to kill
Day-light Stone
Weighs heavy
On our reverie

Yet if we could
Hold a fragment
A stolen thread
Of love’s early
Weave
And stitch it through
Our heart
And not our head.


Today would not be a place
We want to leave
Nor tomorrow one we
Seek to reinvent.

Love’s universe
Is time
Less
Rounded
And complete.

No greater innocence
Can corrupt
No being defeat.

From these grounds
Of earth
From this coalition
Of bees
Flowers
Are sprung
Nectar
Gathered
Harvested
Horizons
Covered
Honey
Labour of love
The worker
Bee understands
All too well
Much as he adores
A free bath
In pollen
He surrenders his sweet
Coat to his queen.

Backwards

(By Gub, Hilton Terrace, Bucharest the 23rd of July, 2006)

one way up
is down

two ways
are
simply
one
reversed.

so down is up
and up
down.

death is
birth

backwards

breath
-life-
inhaled
exhaled

one motion
rotated

scream
laugh
shout;

kill
kiss

cry
bliss

flexible
arithmatic

till age
make us arthritic

the brain
a sponge
for time

feelings filed
a-z
then scrambled
entropy
so disorder
is ordered
temporarily

only when
grounded
can we fly.

In Lieu...

(By Gub, the 18th of February, 2006, Holly Grove)
What about the dishwasher ?
Did they manage to get it fixed ?
What about the signed cheque…
Are you still vexed ?
What about all those things that are the humdrum of our lives
The dog being fed, the children’s visits, the fighting off of facial hives
What about standing in the shower – the curtain rail
Collapsing, the grass on the lawn - muddied stew,
The drains blocked, the missing sox
The patterns repeated
Hearts beating
The food
Cooked
The clothes
Unwashed
The sex
“Not had”
When sleep deprived
Work drives
Us
Apart
Together
Love lost
Another day lost
Another fuck
In lieu….

Forest

(By Gub, the 6th of February, 2004)

I go to the forest to collect wood,
Blackened boughs fallen
From where they once stood.

The reaching to heaven
A former life's prayer
Proud trunks now crumble
Particles in despair.

Amidst the grey rot
The moss and so sodden bark
Life still lingers
Persuasive to the last

The wood-louse has plundered
The strength from the grain
The centipede, milled hollows
Exposed to the rain

A circus of lice,
A phalanx of ants
Chew pulp from the rafters
Of the forest's planks

I wonder and marvel
At gods hand on the lathe
He cuts and he saws and he planes and planes
But never a drop of his effort is wasted..

(the bugs and the water
will see us all pasted )

It isn't the fated hurricane that breaks the spine
But gods provident design to steal back time...

Oh How I Love!

(By Gub, London, the 27th of November, 2013)

Such passion, weakens;
body and mind,
melts and conjuring
images of fallen leaves,
soft white petals
on open thighs
and quickening
breath
that catches loud
above the still
murmur of a summer
breeze.

earth scratches
slightly around
a twisted root and dew
rises
from
the ground
dampening the heat...

The clouds fall softly
on her flesh
darkening the folds
that lie beneath..

she turns again
and mouths her joy
promising a favour
for a kiss...

or to put it another way as Pablo Neruda said...
I want to do to you what spring does
with the cherry trees..